It's interesting how the holiday sort of put me in a rut with blogging. I did have a lot to write about, just didn't focus myself long enough to get it out. And I'm never really sure what to write about. You know - I just don't find my life exciting enough.
Then, during a New Years Eve get together at a friend's house. She asked me if I was into blogging. I was stunned. To be honest, I haven't come out of the closet, blog wise. I guess I was a little embarassed about it -- never really too sure what people would think of "me." I never want to come across as nerdy or odd... but fact remains, I probably am a bit "nerdy" or "odd" to begin with - LOL
So, instead of actually answering her question, I asked "why?" LOL Because that is what insecure people do when trapped into a corner of such a direct question. I'm sure she was smart enough to know, that yes, in fact I did have a blog... just too shy to come clean LOL
She said, my life always sounds exciting. My eyebrows raise a bit then... "really?"
She said my Facebook status line are so interesting... she said a few other things as well... all very promising, all good. And yet, I never said squat. LOL I was stunned.
I just never thought my life was exciting. Being a stay-at-home mom, is boring. I thought it was. I mean, I cherish every moment I have with my kids. They drive me bonkey and utterly in love all at once. But, cleaning my house, doing laundry and re-cleaning the house just isn't exciting to me.
But it's my life and my life is me. (ugh.. that sounds too kate gosselin like, doesn't it??)
Home Sweet Home! by The Pioneer Woman
4 years ago
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