Saturday, January 3, 2009

Blog - itis

It's interesting how the holiday sort of put me in a rut with blogging. I did have a lot to write about, just didn't focus myself long enough to get it out. And I'm never really sure what to write about. You know - I just don't find my life exciting enough.

Then, during a New Years Eve get together at a friend's house. She asked me if I was into blogging. I was stunned. To be honest, I haven't come out of the closet, blog wise. I guess I was a little embarassed about it -- never really too sure what people would think of "me." I never want to come across as nerdy or odd... but fact remains, I probably am a bit "nerdy" or "odd" to begin with - LOL

So, instead of actually answering her question, I asked "why?" LOL Because that is what insecure people do when trapped into a corner of such a direct question. I'm sure she was smart enough to know, that yes, in fact I did have a blog... just too shy to come clean LOL

She said, my life always sounds exciting. My eyebrows raise a bit then... "really?"

She said my Facebook status line are so interesting... she said a few other things as well... all very promising, all good. And yet, I never said squat. LOL I was stunned.

I just never thought my life was exciting. Being a stay-at-home mom, is boring. I thought it was. I mean, I cherish every moment I have with my kids. They drive me bonkey and utterly in love all at once. But, cleaning my house, doing laundry and re-cleaning the house just isn't exciting to me.

But it's my life and my life is me. (ugh.. that sounds too kate gosselin like, doesn't it??)

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